D called me today to tell me religious CCAs r not under them and threw me to another organisation. P couldn't meet me today to advise me on what to do. I really hope to hand in this proposal and get the thumbs up. too much is at stake. my frens are really excited over it. so are my expectations. have to push thru all the way. I have started the ball rolling, so keep the momentum going.

wish i could play the keyboard. i have invites, but i have to decline cos i really dunno how to. Learn la laura! shall attempt.

i can't go for March retreat, cos that fri i have a test and a presentation. argh. i wanna go. if i wanna go, i could prob finish preparations for my test and presnetation earlier and sneak in on wed, after a full day in sch, tho i doubt i can finish.

I have finally realised what it means when adults say their work never ends. when one thing is done, there are always otehr things to do. more readings. but i m not complaining.

recently, love is in the air. happy valentine's day. i will be spending my valentine with four girls :) do use this opportunity to thank not jus ur precious half, but also relations u appreciate, like ur parents, siblings, family, friends, good friends. u may think it is an excuse for singles who do not have dates on this cupid's day, but if u really like ur precious half, everyday shd be valentine's day.

u realise taht i put good friends last in the list above. the better the frens, the more you tend to take advantage of them. i think friendships beyond the cursory level are hard to come by. so cherish ur frens and good frens :)