came back from qing gong yan. it was fun. going to michelle's house was fun too :) we actually went to michelle's house before teh qing gong yan to dress up. there was no one at home, so we simply ran ard and made a lotof noise while pinning clothes, testing make-up...

i think i have entered a slump again... wat is the point of having gatherings when there are separations? what is the point of having fun in a group, when ultimately, u have to face the tests and music alone? i dunno. all i know is i have been thru too many cycles of extreme happiness, then depression. Happiness, then depression. and i let it carry on. i try to appreciate the happiness, to live for the moment. but later, i will look back and hope it will last longer. is this called attachment?

why live ur life in fear? i dunno. so snap out of it and live ur life to the fullest! Merry christmas to all of you. Merry christmas.