Not to do evil,
to cultivate the good,
and to purify the mind.
This is the teaching of all the Buddhas.

life cannot be smooth sailing all the time. but sometimes it is just hard to open up our hearts. i must be a jealous and selfish person sub-consciously. i feel like Jean Gray in X-men. not as powerful as her. but probably needs to control wadever power i have.

X-men is not worth a re-watch. seriously. i personally felt it was a dumb show. then again, it was not the best time for me to watch a show. but some characters are there without a purpose or reason. shall not spoil the fun. but the ending is super lame also. wad are summer blockbusters becoming.

i m getting kinda worried for my shanghai trip. no com, no msn. will miss my frens here. miss sbm. what have i put myself in man. i always do things on the impulse and ask myself the reason why. i keep telling myself it will be a good experience. but as the day of departure creeps nearer, i get more worried. and i m worried for a lot of other thigns as well. i m a perpetual worrier. it is not a good thing

my frens are all goign to work, study in poly... when i officially come back, think i will only be dreading for the day of school reopening to come. will miss all teh fun i had. all the times i enjoyed keeping myself busy. life will continue when we go and work, like this: all ur frens working and the only time u can meet up is probably afetr work. but u need to accompany family as well. sian.

meanwhile, enjoy wad we have. things will work out by themselves eventually i always believe. call me a procrastinator. fatalist. cynic. skeptic. probably ppl out there who are more procrastinating, cynical, skeptical than i m.