alright. i m sick. this afternoon got headache on my way to piano lesson. but feeling better already. tmr is Camp Ehi-Passiko. As i m typing this, our members from the advanced team are already at the campsite, having cleared up the place and awaiting our grand arrival tmr hehe.

hope i have planned everything already. start of a hectic month. lots of things to do.remember to grab hold of every moment we have. and live everyday as if it is our last. seriously. enjoy the time. on my way home, i suddenly felt teh stress of having to do projects and presentations again. not a god feeling. dowan to go back to sch. if only summer hols were longer...

it has been a year since my first Camp ehi-passiko. last june. and what were my feelings then? on the bus to the campsite, i was wondering why did i even sign up for a camp and make myself go for a camp when i could spend teh days at home enjoying myself. guess i was a bit protective as well, cos i really din know anyone at teh camp, unfamiliar with teh surroundings. but tmr will be my third camp already. and the feeling is definitely different. third camp. with a bunch of familiar ppl. at familiar campsite. after many chalets. jus pack and go.

must say my dad has been acting wierd. ask me whether i went to donate blood. when i donated so long ago. and he has this thing abt donating blood. feel kinda guilty la. dunno whetehr i really told him. but usually he does not question me so much abt what i do. only recently he has been asking me what have i been doing.

anyway went to my cousins' house too. my aunt gave me a long pants and some comforters from SIA. thankfully my family is quite close to this cousin's family. was early for piano lesson for one hour, so went over to their house to sit sit lor. my aunt is nice. so are my cousins. so is my uncle. :) and yes, MOST ppl are nice, to me.

today is not a good day for me :(

1. i lost my new nike shirt :(
2. detroits jus lost game 3 to miami heats :( :(

super heart pain that nike shirt. but i guess while my heart aches, someone out there who picked up the shirt must be super happy. perhaps this gives me a reason to go shopping more.

din know there was nbs this sun morning until i flipped the newspapers. by the time i flipped to espn, detroits already losing by 10 points. and they simply could not attack. cannot shoot, cannot penetrate. cannot do anything. while shaq was catching rebounds and dwayne wade was shooting long distance. must say the duo is good. but still, i think miami won cos they were playing on home court.

spent my sat yesterday at sbm. met yong, wencai at 10. mr liwei gege came at 1145 haha. meanwhile, 3 of us had fun playing Typing of the Dead, projected onto the wall. haha super fun la. acting was fun too. i m not good at acting, but i will try my best. anyone has thick specs to lend me? those nerdy ones...

then members came in abt 12pm. watched us act. guess it was not that hard to act in front of them cos they were supportive and laughing at whatever funny things we were doing. then at 1, we started our song singing sessions. sing and sing and sing. until my sexy voice came back again. haha. shalll drink loads of honey. just went to buy redoxin CHEWABLE tablets (not the effervescence ones)

then we went to collect firewood, chop them up, remove nails and tie them up. and trust us to have fun anywhere we are. some of us were in the back alley supposedly tying up firewood while pretending to be some jap anime characters. some of us, enjoying air con in the temple, were listening to the alvin and ryan concert HAHA. super funny that ryan. and of cos the alvin from hai die was harmonising ryan haha.

promised my dad i would be home by 8. at 8 i was still at sbm. lucky my mum drove me. ws home by 9. din say much. bathe and use the com in the room. was super sleepy. hopefully get enough sleep before another energy surge before CEP!

seeing my parents both at work, braving the rain and sun on a sunday makes me wanna be less childish. when tehy get angry, i now think that that is not my parent talking to me, but the anger in them talking to me. it makes a difference to me at least. jus keep quiet. on fri i think i kinda said things w/o going thru my brains. not quarrel or anything, but i was trying to make a point.

and i had another vivid dream last night. abt my grandmother. i dunno wat is happening. think i have been sleeping too much. but i can actually remember my dream after i wake up. and during the dream, i can feel the fear, or sadness, or helplessness. have not had a happy dream in a while. haha. or mb i jus forget the hapy dreams and remember the sad dreams.

mr sj promised to organise green mile before i leave. i m posting this so taht i will remember haha.

and if u want the photos from sentosa, think i have to send u via msn. too big to even attach on email. shall try again.

rainy sunday. sleepy sunday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIWEI GEGE!
thanks for inviting us for a sumptuous steamboat and a great time watching power rangers together, at the expense of teh birthday boy being our servant and bringing us our food and turning on the LD player for us. Old liao hor, cannot keep bullying Maria and Anna. haha

anyway, after i slept and woke up, went to meet mich to go to liwei's house. haha both of us ended up going shopping nearby as we were early. went to his house with ting ting. met mabel and coli under his house. then came alvin and ryan melon. then the exco.

must say the Ah-team aka the Logs team is really united. chopped up the sausages, crab sticks, cooked the rice. btw all of them are big boys. they could not stop boasting abt how they prepared the food. haha no la jus kidding

after dinner, alvin and mich were fighting for the remote control as we could not decide on which channels to watch. then mich decided to whip out her ancient Power Rangers movie LD (note: not VCD or DVD. it is LD)we all watched intensely and fought out that power rangers were actually kinda lame. i think the pink ranger was a bimbo (don't let mich hear this) then zeyan, tingting, pearly, mich, ernst and I became the6 power rangers and started singing to all the tunes haha. and named the characters after our own ppl. fun. and we had all these weird hand signs. remember to do this for our campfire this wed night okie? hehe. wad bear, ape, crane, falcon, FROG and wolf. haha

sang liwei 3 birthday songs, with 2 cakes. ate and left for home. thanks liwei once again, for letting us mess up ur house, having a good dinner and watching a great cartoon that allowed us to relive whatever childhood we had. :D and mb i shd eat lighter stuff these few days, after all the bbq and steamboat. haha camp ehi-passiko food!

CHALET 101
top 15 tasks u shd never attempt at a chalet

15. play bishi bashi at 2am in the morning unless u want to dream abt blue, red, green; green, blue, blue, red...

14. take up the role of a bird or a rabbit or a dolphin or an elephant when playing the animal game

13. attempt to sabo the person next to u when playing 007 and u forget to make some noise urself.

12.sleep in any corner of the room

11. look out of the window or at the mirror when sleeping

10. listen to ghost stories

9. marinate chicken in the toilet, then leave the empty marinating sauce bottles in the toilet, together with all the wet clothes

8. resist 2 big men's efforts in asking u nicely to go into the sea - otherwise you will regret it

7. run for the frisbee with ryan - end up getting muah-chee

6. run for the frisbee with sj - sit on the frisbee

5. sleep by the pool without a sleeping bag

4. train a cat to get stand up and grab food from ur hands - they start grabbing everything that is within their height.

3. say u r hungry unless u want tau hu goreng

2. lie in bed when u can't sleep, thinking that all the other ppl in the room are asleep. unless he/she is snoring of cos. and of cos, remember to entertain laura's milo party.

and the top thing never to do at a chalet:
1. order too many marshmallows and satay sauce - not the best concoction

back from chalet at sentosa. not exactly sleepy. slept on the bus home. it was ryan's chalet (:)) with SMU frens and SMUBS ppl. we had: me, siu, vee, ryan, hh, kc, sj, sq, boon boon, wei loong, kevin, billy. fun fun fun.

came back watched NBA. i officially declare my heart is with detriot pistons. they beat miami heats in the best-of-seven games finals (Western Conference?) anyway, the lineup for pistons is still the same. what i like abt them is that they play as a team. and they are a simple yet branded team. and they know all their team members so well, it is amazing. chauncey billups, tayshaun prince, ben wallace, rasheed wallace, that guy with a mask... jus that they play with only they main 5. and when miami full court press them, they kinda lost their footing. and their big defence is a little too wide for their own comfort. keep giving miami easy lay-ups and scores. dwayne wade is good btw. too bad he is in a team that plays only 2 players - him and shaq. hope to see pistons in finals!

remember that day watched kobe bryant and steve nash fight. this is what competition and loyalty do to perfectly sane grown up men. throughout the whole match, everytime there was contact between any players from thet 2 teams, the two captains will start shoving each other. haha. thot that was pretty amusing.

anyway, shall blog more abt my chalet later. and will post up pictures soon.

jus a tribute to a fren:
hope u r doing fine out there somewhere. be happy and leave behind ur legacy. ur story has touched many of our hearts, brought out the best in some, and made us understand more abt life. jus wanna wish u to be well and happy and go on to a better rebirth.

came back from an outing with my study buddies. kc came for dinner with us. really sweet of u. and i m happy for ur qm. shows that hard work does yield results. especially all the black face and stress we had to tahan :)

met victor gan chee how on my way home. my pri sch cum jc cum going-to-be smu fren cum neighbour. now all we talk abt is smu haha. funny guy la. one day ask him out for ice cream. and he is getting an iBook. argh.

lost air hockey to 2 "gentlemen". have to be their maids over the next few days. argh.

fri is sbm games team workday. looking forward to acting :) looking forward to camp as well.

don't abuse your freedom. sometimes i wish i was born a member of the opposite sex.

never ever share a medium popcorn between 2 ppl.

watched mi:3 with wing lam today. haven't seen u in a while gal. and nice to see u! :) and wad else do we do besides shopping? I made the wrong choice of suggesting to eat popcorn and ordering the medium popcorn. both of us always do such nonsense: attempting to eat a tub of ice cream, going to ulu shopping centres. i miss those times. and i m glad to have u and my and hy as my frens. :)

isetan having sale! everywhere having sale! shoppers, go on weekdays, when there is a sale, and there is no need to queue for the changing room. went to robinsons with my dad yesterday. so crowded, i ended up waiting for my dad.

had a lil time to myself today. The kindest thing you can do is to be kind to yourself. Set aside some time for yourself only. no phone, no sms, no msn etc. i thot abt a lot of things. and i think i worry too much. if things cannot be changed, why worry? if things can be changed, why worry? too many distractions, which drain our energy away.

met siu and sj for dinner. talked abt homosexuality. i still feel one can be against homosexuality without being prejudiced against homosexuals. they have their way of living. it is just like arranged marriage in the past. parents will not give their blessings if the couple was not arranged to be married. however, today how many ppl still go for arranged marriage?

early in the morning went to manjusri with xiong, melon ryan, mingming, lc, hongli, mao mao. we talked more than promote the camp la. but i enjoyed it. and xiong, i promise next time my time to complain abt desmond. hehe. and melon ryan, shall watch what i say from now on, big boss boon.

countdown to camp ehi-passiko: 6 days!

yay! so exciting!

i finally learnt how to link all your blogs to my blogs! thanks to a moment of ingenuity early in the morning after i woke up hehe. see all the wonderful people's blogs on the right? yay!

and yup this morning koko msg me. saying kipa and kima wanna go to america. yay! i wanna go too! and that makes my want to watch world cup even more remote. with summer classes over, seems like more work to be done than ever. but i enjoy doing all these. because this is what i like to do. like camp ehi-passiko. like meeting up with my cousins and frnes. once camp ehi-passiko rolls, my schedule will be packed back to back!

this week is sentosa chalet week with my smubs peeps 24 - 26 may
next week is camp ehi-passiko week 29 may - 1 june
week after is shanghai 7 - 22 june
tentatively the next day is USA 23 - 30 june
genting 5 - 8 july?

guess i will have a breather between 1 - 4 july. haha packed packed packed. hope mum can come for USA as well. then she can pay for my expenses haha. no la. i love my mum. which mum will celebrate her children's birthdays for a week? my mum does. think my mum has this special ability to make a person feel special. mb that is why she is in the service industry. she has this aura. on the other hand, she can make u feel lousy abt urself too. she knows it, which is why she tries not to criticise me, cos my skin is too thin.

and to uncle dell: koko is going to book tickets tmr (hopefully) hope u get to watch nba and world cup at your house!!! and hope speedy watches them too. then can i hog ur tv with speedy please? :)

life is super jam packed now. not with sch work, but with all my frens, my cousins, sbm!

camp ehi-passiko is round the corner le. many things to prepare. thankfully we have a group of highly commited boys and girls (including me). highly motivated, self-initiated. today was cutting armours and aluminium for our war game. haha the palce was in a mess. but everyone got things done. and melon ryan lee aka Big Boss Boon, if u read my entry, I NEED STRING!!! please.... haha

michelle, selina and lindy were down. jiayi! where were you? wanted to catch Over the Hedge with the Sluts today. too bad we are overly responsible sariputta sluts(stars). stayed back to finish up. zhen lin and i came up with this super fast way of cutting double sided tape and pasting on the Al foil. haha. so sariputta sluts(stars) decided to have dinner at our usual macs in place of our movie. next time okie? and ernst, remember to call me!

yesterday went out with my cousins. had dinner at crystal jade. we were all stresed up with exams, so decided to have a good meal and a good shopping trip. they also bought some stuff la they all. stuff in their bags until so often haha. but i always enjoy myself out with them anyway.

back to sbm. haha i m gonna act in the skit! yay! i need those nerdy black thick specs. who has? lend me.my first time doing games. with alvin yong and liwei = fun fun fun.

tmr will prob go shopping with my dad. he rarely goes shopping. since he asked me, i think i shd accompany him. and shelf my baking plans. need to get ingredients first.

a long movie does not necessarily equate to a good movie.

at the request of ms wanlingx, i have decided to update my blog at this unearthly hour. jus watched da vinci code with a huge group of friends. haha most of us were sleppy/tired/exhausted. must say that it was a good portrayal of the real book, not much distortion. gave me a clearer picture of the story too - think i was half asleep when reading teh book and half awake when watching the show. so that evens out. rating: watch it ONCE is enough. kc, wish u were here with us. though i think u will fall asleep, given that we were all tired and the actors talked too much.

morning, woke up bummed ard with my mum. haha bought this bright green long pants. hopefully i dare to wear it. mb when i go out with my family, which is once every 2 blue moons haha. then woke 2 books at a book sale! john grisham's The Last Juror at $7. anyone wants me to buy any books or lend u my this book?

speaking of books, haha gonna read xiong's book, followed by melon's book autographed by ajahn brahm, then my own books. thanks to xiong and melon, who valiently lend/give me the book.

then went to play badminton. i tell u. playing badminton gives butt cramps. we picked up more shuttle cocks then anything. thankfully, sj and ryan were lenient to me, siu and kc. these mean machines... and tmr i will probably get butt cramps cos we ended up playing on swings along the way to sj's house haha. i love swings! and i fancy dogs more than cats.

hung ard at sj's place. kc tried to tune sj's guitar. must tell u, kc is super funny when he is serious. he concentrates on everything he does, whether it is playing frisbee, badminton, giving road directions. and it is good. provides me comic relief. then waited for darling chris before goign to 85 to eat. she kc met woon ue. haha ultimate showdown. then went to cine lor.

qm ended yesterday. some of us went to east coast. i kinda saw my cloud castle in the distance. really. but when the skies got dark, i kinda not want to stay in the cloud castle anymore. had fun playing frisbee haha. and i got a bruise! must be from sj trying to throw me into the sea. vee and siu sat on the breakwater; me, kc, ryan and sj played frisbee and sq went cycling.

to uncle dell: called tlth koko today. we r trying to work outsth now :) i wanna see speedy!

to darling lincoln: i guess we all need a little personal space in our lives. and i respect urs :)

to sj: u have a fetish for ladies feeding u magnums. enough said.

and to wanlingx: -muackz-

to my sariputta gals: -hugz-

the entry below was kopped from my beloved friend, Puee's blog. free publicity for her blog: http://queesandquegs.blogspot.com/

haha this song is quite funny, by some 80s band called Timbuk3. hahaha

I study nuclear science,
I love my classes
I got a crazy teacher,
he wears dark glasses

Things are going great,
and they're only getting better
I'm doin' all right, getting good grades
The future's so bright
I gotta wear shades

I got a job waiting for my graduation
50 thou' and year will buy a lot of beer
Things are going great,
and they're only getting better

I'm doin' all right, getting good grades
The future's so bright I gotta wear shades
Well I'm heavenly blessed and worldly wise
I'm a peeping tom techie with x-ray eyes

Things are going great, and they're only getting better
I'm doin' all right, getting good grades
The future's so bright I gotta wear shades

yesterday went to gym after QM. super lazy. tired also. probably haven't recovered from the past 2 weekend vesak celebrations. slept in till super super late on sunday.

today was at home. haven't spent a whole day at home for such a long while. tmr is my last QM quiz. wish me luck okie? then it is time to chiong again. to have fun with my all friends, as well as for Camp Ehi-Passiko. then for Shanghai trip also. and also plan US if possible.

well, guess many ppl have been hearing Camp Ehi-Passiko. Ehi-Passiko means "come and see" . see what? u come for the camp and see for urself lor!

called up some potential boys and gals to come for our fun-filled camp. i don't understand why ppl don't want to come for the camp. we all have fun, make friends, have fun, play water bombs, have fun, get dirty and muddy with papaya shampoo. alright, mb that isn't everyone's notion of fun. i hope more ppl will sign up for Camp Ehi Passiko Prequel 2006. k hopefully my blog garners enough readership to get at least one participant for CEP.

Event: Camp Ehi Passiko Prequel 2006
Where: Camp Christine, Girl guides Campsite
When: 29 May to 1 June
how much: $45
why: cos of laura foo xiu ping.. haha no la.. come and see lor. promise u fun. and frens. Me.

if anyone is interested, pls sms, tag, call, msn me. thanks lots. pls help me approach all ur lil brothers, sisters, cousins, friends, gf's sisters and brothers, bf's sisters and brothers.... haha sounds desperate well jus trying to boost attendance a lil higher :) and break our record! yay!

hi boo bah oooh ahhh eeee argh bleagh erps rarr

hi guys, this entry shall be about my shanghai trip. I will be going to shanghai (with YMCA) for an international service programme from 7 june to 22 june. we will be going to song jiang (the rural area of shanghai) to build libraries for the schools there. living conditions aside, wish there will be TV to catch the WORLD CUP.

anyway here is an appeal. our target is to collect 2000 books (or 100 per person) for their libraries there. If you have any simple chinese and english books, suitable for kindergarden kids, and you no longer have any use for these books and can donate them, pls donate to me can? sms me, tag, call, email, msn anything. thanks.

as for WORLD CUP, need to sign up for the channel thing with scv. and someone has to teach me how to link. i give up. on computers.

and life ain't fair. it is tanned.